Makeup Haul of July

Hello hello ~ ! Or.. "Hejsan", when I began to talk to some one I always, always start with "hejsan..jabajabajabaa" and during work I say it a lot, a lotlotlot I mean. 

Yikes, on Friday, 22th day of July I will be flying to Germany 0___0, to attend Urban Fairytale event there! I don't know what to wear. Gotta figure that out tomorrow.. I'm not overly panicking yet, which is really odd because I'm one big spiky ball of stress and nervousness. Lord have mercy on my companion! 

Also got new computer, laptop krhm, so blogging feels bit odd - I don't have pictures, gifs and whatnots???, feels naked. ;_; Aaaand I'm moving again, yes I know! I said that no no I'm not going to move out of this apartment if not then in casket OR to my own house but noooo-ooo that frilly silly sweet lolita decided that fuck the what and yes. ._. Moving --> Gosh that amount of.. packing again. 

SAINTPEAU's CC Cream, never heard brand, but the packaging was so cute!! You have to agree with me. D:<

TONYMOLY's LIPTONE Get it tint & the most horrendous swatch ever.

ETUDE HOUSE's face cleaning stuff - I'm not going to say that because SHINees Key was advertising that line I bought it.

I was never ever interested in makeup, until I really got sucked into lolita fashion. After that I've been gradually gotten more interested and obsessed with it. Korean brands came soon to picture, because of their cute packages and their price-quality is top ten. Thank you very much.

Have you using which products from said brands?  Any opinions, penny from your thoughts!

Not feeling cute

Time flies so fast!
As I previously might have told that I got sick after Hellocon, and I was bedridden for entire week, I still decided to meet with Heidi and Toni. Heidi was sleeping over during Hellocon, and we started to plan how cool it would be to keep Usakumya meet up! Everyone should bring Usakumya with them and it would be only rule for said meet up. Mid Summer Festival was creeping and it kind of destroyed our great big plan for Bunny Meet Up, and we decided just meet and keep picnic. And take a walk around Helsinki. (That wasn't planned but happened, and after rock climbing with lolita shoes on Viapor on last summer, said walk around Helsinki with rock ponies, it was easier than breathing, which was kind of hard because of flu.. :'D)

Pray for baby 🙏🙊😈🐰#btssb #babythestarsshinebright #usakumya

Kuva, jonka Awkward posing (@digitalsweets) julkaisi 1. 07ta 2016 klo 5.55 PDT

Kira kira eyes *.*

A shooting assistant ._.

I was still kind of sick, and didn't feel too great and it kinds of affects my appearance on photos (and surely in real life! :'D), but why not to share some frumpy grumpy lolita there?

Hellocon (in the tiniest nutshell)

I don't know why it is so hard to start writing this post.. like a total mental block. No. You will not write anythi-buthey look at that little cute smol flower over there! Like.. brain. No. The last Hellocon - Helsinki Lolita Convention - was hold on 18.-19.6, and of course I've to be there. The Main Event's theme was something among lines "Rose garden", while Tea Party's theme was "the Children of Night", yay. Sexy and glittering vampires! - Not.

Saturday - Main event day - was total disaster for me. On previous day - Friday - I had finished night shift on 6am and Saga's wedding bells started to ring on 1pm! You can bet your frills that I didn't have much of sleep (total one hour :'D lol) and due that.. on Saturday.. I slept in!! We had planned whit Heidi we will meet on Central Railway Station 12am but yeeah.. that girl slept in and we have to cancel our plan, either way I would have only 40 minutes to rush to Central. I mean, train tooks already 22 minutes and I walk to station 16 minutes so go figure that. Tired, somehow cute lolita being 30 minutes late from Hellocon? Doesn't sound too bad.. But it would be unfortunate if said lolita did get lost after short tram ride and wanders around Helsinki for one hour before finds her way to right place. Lets add fucking heavy rain. And one Baby the Stars Shine Bright parasol, and lack of caffeine, lack of food (no breakfast 'cause gotta hurry hurry hurry!!!!) and lack of sleep. I cry-laughed-yelled-cried that I've to make my eye makeup four times in two hours. Not my day, so I don't have pictures.

The Main guest was Baby the Stars Shine Bright, and while I was super thrilled of their fashion show and other programs, you would say I was bit too tired to fully enjoy the whole ordeal. Luckily Heidi, Ilona and Maria still delighted my grumpy frilly ass. I've done buttloads of work and over hours on every period and please, bear with me when I say; I seldom get enough sleep nowadays.

TBC on Teaparty post with more pictures!

Baby One More Time; Kiss Me, Cat!

One thing which I've mastered, is being overly dramatic. Maybe because I've four cats to teach me, what do you think? I have not much to say - been just working overtime like always and listened odd songs (Britney Spears - Circus & t.A.T.u - All About Us) and bit more normal songs (Sisters of Mercy - Walk Away & FEMM - Kill the DJ), been reading Kuro fanfics and trying to sleep as much as possible.

May: Phone Pic Edition

Summasummarum, during May I dressed up only once to lolita. It's really depressing, but while my work schedule is what it is I've no other choice than to comply.  Happily, Hellocon is nearing and I've whole three days off! ♥

There was Hanami at Roihuvuori, and our local community decided to host picnic meet up on 15th of May, the forecast said there might be heavy raining etc. basic Hanami weather tho, and the meet up was cancelled (okay, there was meet up in the end because the weather was rather nice!). It didn't hurt my butt, because I was working. 

Still decided to go viewing those cherry blossoms with @digitalsweets because why not?

Cherry blossoms @Roihuvuori

 I've been rather dead with socializing with living human beings outside of my work.. last Saturday I was meeting with Ex-Roommate, the day included piercing stuff, some fleamarket cursing and finally, some really hot hot hot hot hamburgers at Amarillo! Freaky shit oh my god it was so spicy!!  The mango salsa was the spiciest, I swear..

There was also J-fashion flea market in the very beginning of May, I made really short visiting there with @lonkeroita, and I ate vegan doughnut at Arnold's! Soooo good. My tummy likes. That was also the only time when I dressed up and felt remotely pretty. *lol*

Vegan doughnuts @ Arnold's

The Summer hit Finland in blink of eye, and yeah, I'm melting. I'm bit worried about my cats, because nowadays I'm away 10-16 hours working my butt off, and my apartment gets really hot. That's the reason why I've my curtains shut and windows open, those fur babies have found that behind said curtains is the best place to wait winter.. Aaaand that was everything! Seeya ~ on next time! ^^ 

But First, Coffee

I love coffee, I found couple of weeks ago new cafe near Kamppi and there was the best coffee of the town - the second cup for free. I don't remember name, only who was with me but no idea how and why I was there with said company!

And for sure I know that the first post of who ever's blog is always cringe worthy. So also mine. But yes, hello I'm cchuboi (- "hello cchuboi"), oh god that's so hard! (- "yes we know, every one of us has been there") I shut down my very first lolita blog month ago - why? Who the hell knows, not me! It just lost its sparkle or something among the lines, it did't feel "me" anymore, I felt the pressure of the years - that bloody blog has witnessed my beginner coords, my clumsy petticoats and bad photos of new dresses! I'll promise you, even that blog will never be your quality lolita blog, because I'm too lazy, too busy too tired too stressed too happy too sad etc for maintaining such thing. I just need place to.. be me me me me and me, only me. ME, social MEdia.

And well, I have that weird ache on my back bone that blog will not be purely for lolita - I'm too busy right now for full time lolita, so do you trust me? Do you want to see what I've to offer? (Beside my bad jokes and lonely talk between myself and cats?) Are you sure that the grass is greener on the other side? *grin*

'Till the next time.